This is a little comic strip I drew towards the end of last year. It’s just meant to be funny, so I apologize ahead of time if it offends anyone!
This is a little comic strip I drew towards the end of last year. It’s just meant to be funny, so I apologize ahead of time if it offends anyone!
June 13, 2009 at 6:14 am (Community, Culture)
Tags: Arab, Bigotry, Ethnic Slur, Hate, Hispanic, Hockey, Ignorance, Latino, Muslim, Racial Slur, Racism, South Asian, Stereotyping, White gaze, White privilege
Over the past week, my friends and I have been playing on a new roller hockey court that isn’t too far from my house. Prior to that, we’ve been playing on a relatively unused basketball court (pictured above) for months, which has been fun for recreational hockey/pick-up games, but we really wanted to play on a better surface and actually use a puck instead of a ball.
We finally found a roller hockey court where a good number of people play at. Although competitive, no one plays a rough game, there are people of all ages, and unsurprisingly, everyone is White. Except for me (also pictured above) and my brother. Being the only person of color at a hockey court isn’t something new to me. When I played for an in-line roller hockey league in high school, I found myself getting self-conscious about it when people, including my teammates, would poke fun at my first and last name. I remember one time, a couple of kids I played hockey with called me a “a stupid Afghanistanian” when I was carrying my hockey gear off the court.
I find myself operating under White gaze a lot, if not always, especially when I’m playing hockey with people I don’t know. I can’t help but think about how they perceive me, a brown-skinned man, playing a sport that is filled with predominately White athletes (at least here in the United States and with what we see in the NHL). If my friends and I are playing hockey on our old basketball court, I don’t feel like I’m going to be judged if I’m wearing my Pakistani cricket jersey or my Egypt and Turkey soccer shirts. I don’t worry about it because I’m playing with my friends — people I know. But when it comes to going on this new hockey court, I feel that if I wear a jersey that says “Pakistan” on it, people will be gunning for me or treating me in a rude way.
Maybe I’m thinking and assuming way too much, right? Wrong. Yesterday, before I went to the new hockey court, I swapped my red Egypt soccer jersey for a red Nautica t-shirt. I figured, “I don’t want to deal with people giving me smack about my shirt saying ‘Egypt’ or making some stupid racial slur or whatever.” I got to the court, laced up, and said “hi” and “what’s up” and “how’s it going, man” to all of the people there. Everyone was friendly, conversational, and pretty much just wanted to have fun. So far so good, I thought.
Since there were so many people, we played with line changes, and I think I played at least six shifts the entire day. I ended up doing really well too and scored four goals. When everyone packed up to leave, my friends and I said “good game” to everyone and that was the end of that. Fun day, right? Well, today, my friends and I played at the court again and a friend of mine told me, “Oh man, I have to tell you something. When you scored your second or third goal yesterday, this kid on the bench said, “f****** spic!” My friend said he was going to say something, but before he could, someone shouted at him and said, “yo, watch your language!”
It kind of messed up the rest of my day. I’ve noticed that some people at that court try to play more aggressive against me (as opposed to others), and it could be because I stick-handle really well and they’re just trying to steal the puck from me, but then there’s another part of me thinks it’s because of my skin color. Playing hockey for a long time in my life means I’m familiar with how the frustration and aggression levels can rise when you’re on the losing team or not performing as well as you would like to. When you factor in a brown guy scoring most of the goals for the other team, would it be wrong to assume that the frustration could build into a racial slur?
The word choice of the person who delivered the racial slur just shows us even more how racists don’t even know who they hate. It shows how ignorant, childish, and idiotic they are. I am familiar with the racial slur, I know it’s directed towards people of Hispanic descent, but since this is the first time I was called it, I decided to run a few online searches just to read about it’s origins and use. Reading about it just made me angrier and I don’t think it’s appropriate to share that information here.
I don’t care if people mistaken me for another race, there isn’t anything wrong with being Latino, Asian, Arab, or anything else. What is offensive is when people use racial slurs — there is simply no excuse for it. It’s offensive, it’s racist, it’s flat-out wrong. If he thought I was Arab, he would have used another racial slur; if he thought I was South Asian (which is what I am), he would have had a racial slur for that too. The point I’m trying to illustrate here is that I refused to wear a “team Egypt” soccer jersey for the sake of avoiding ethnic/religious stereotypes, but since I’m brown-skinned, I ended up getting stereotyped anyway. How do you hide your skin color, right? Thank God that I don’t wish I could hide my skin color, but what about the people who do wish they could hide their skin color just for the sake of avoiding conflict? Maybe there are times when I do feel that way.
If there is something positive that came out of this, it’s that it reminded me that people of color face similar struggles. I would say that most people assume I’m Indian (which is correct and incorrect at the same time, lol), but there have been a few people who mistook me for Latino, Arab, and even Greek. When I hear a racial slur that is used against other people of color, it not only angers me, but also makes me think about the struggles they experience. There are so many different stereotypes applied to all of us and they are experiences that we all share. Most of the time, when I’m sharing some of my experiences with racism with a fellow person of color, I feel comfortable because I feel like they can empathize and understand where I’m coming from. This person who used that disgusting word may have thought that it was “ok” or “acceptable” to use it, but I doubt he understands how hurtful it is.
I try to stay positive about it all. At least someone on the bench told him to shut up, right? Much Love to everyone who has experienced any form of discrimination, hate, or racist bigotry in their lives. Keep your chin up, friends.
June 5, 2009 at 12:17 am (Community, Current Events)
Tags: Arab, Barack Hussein Obama, Cairo, Children of Abraham, Christianity, Egypt, Gaza, Inter-Faith, Islam, Israel, Judaism, Muslim, Palestine, President Obama, Qur'an
Also published on Islam on My Side.
President Obama delivered a very moving and powerful speech in Cairo on June 4th, 2009. The speech focused primarily on improving American and Muslim relations, but also addressed issues such as the Israeli-Palestinian conflict as well as the situation in Afghanistan and Pakistan.
I admit that it was heartening and emotional to hear Obama cite so many verses from the Holy Qur’an, as well as referring to the miracle of al-Isra, the Night Journey, in which the Prophet Muhammad journeyed to the seven heavens and met with Jesus, Moses, and Abraham, peace be upon them all. When Obama said “peace be upon them” after mentioning these Prophets, there was enormous applause from the audience because the attendees, as well as Muslims all around the world, knew exactly what it meant: Respect.
It was also nice to hear Obama stress on the importance of Islam being part of America. He acknowledged the contributions of Islamic civilization, particularly in mathematics, science, poetry, architecture, and music. When he spoke of Israel and Palestine, he emphasized on a two-state solution and recognized the struggles that both Israelis and Palestinians face. For many Muslims, the Israeli-Palestinian crisis is crucial simply because U.S. foreign policy has been overwhelmingly supportive (politically, militarily, and economically) of Israel while vilifying and ignoring the plights of Palestinians.
Although there were many times during the speech where it seemed like Obama was hesitant to acknowledge certain atrocities, such as Israel’s recent airstrike on Gaza, it was at least refreshing to hear a U.S. president recognize the Palestinian humanitarian crisis. I really liked when he said “children of Abraham,” because that kind of language speaks to the hearts of inter-faith communities around the world.
While citing the Qur’an and reaching out to Muslim majority countries displays the President’s desire to improve relations, it’s important to stay mindful that actions speak louder than words. As Tariq Ramadan mentions in his recent article, “Obama’s speech to Muslims will mean little if its symbolism is not followed up by concrete measures to restore trust.” In no way am I trying to deny Obama’s efforts, but rather I’m simply pointing out that I truly hope he follows up on his words.
What are your thoughts? If you missed the President’s speech, you can watch it below (it’s divided into 6 parts):
It really doesn’t surprise me that there won’t be any street hockey matches for the 2009 Islamic Games in New Jersey. What can I say, most Muslims just don’t seem to play hockey at all. This is something I’ve been noticing all of my life. Whenever I go to my cousins’ house, they’re up for playing either basketball, soccer, football, and of course, cricket. Others are into baseball. Or tennis. Or badminton. Or volleyball. But hockey? Forget about it.
I’m one of the coordinators for my Mosque’s Youth Club and we usually play basketball every Sunday because that’s what most of the kids want to play. I always join in even though my shot accuracy is terrible, lol. I’ll play just about any sport, even if I’m not very good at it, but roller hockey is my favorite sport. I remember the look on one of the Youth coordinator’s face when my Muslim friend and I told him that we were going to play hockey after Jummah prayer. It was one of those looks that your fellow Muslim brother/sister gives you before telling you something is haram. But he didn’t say it was haram, alhamdullilah lol :)
I Love roller hockey. I Love skating around and turning; I Love stick-handling, passing, and deking out the goalie. The fast pace of the game is just so much fun. In my feeble attempts to attract my fellow Muslim brothers and sisters to hockey, I tell them it’s not that different from soccer! You know, instead of kicking a ball into a net, you’re hitting it with a stick. And you’re on roller blades. Okay, maybe they’re not completely alike, but it’s still a fun sport!
Anyway, my friends and I used to play roller hockey almost every single day when we were in high school. After we’d get home from school, we would go out to the tennis court and play hockey. About two months ago, we started to play hockey again after about three or four years! Now, we play at least two times a week. It’s really great to be playing again, especially when I’m playing with my friends. We don’t play a rough game — we never have — because we know we would like to wake up the next morning with our arms and legs intact. I never played ice hockey, even though I’ve ice skated a lot before. My brother played for a league and it was quite physical, which is one of the reasons I didn’t want to play it. I always like to joke that I’m better than my brother, but in all honesty, he’s extremely talented, masha’Allah. He led his league in points and goals, and he scored the game-winning goal to win his team the championship.
As for the NHL, some of my friends are still really into it, but I can’t get into it anymore. None of my favorite players are playing anymore. Even my playing style today still has influences of Eric Lindros and John Leclair, who were both my favorite players. Recently, however, my brother told me about this fellow playing for the Washington Capitals: Alexander Ovechkin. I heard people talking about him so much that I finally decided to look him up on YouTube. And wow, I think I’m going to start watching NHL games just to see him play. Watch the video above and check out the goal he scores at 2:36. It’s insane! It actually reminds me of one of my “memorable” hockey moments, lol.
Ok, true story. I played for a roller hockey league back in high school. My dad, with his Pakistani mustache, was our team’s coach believe it or not, and my brother and I played on the same line together. We won two championships, which my dad likes to attribute to himself. “See what happens when you listen to me,” he says (and still says). Anyway, so it was a tie game and it was taking forever for either team to score. I believe it was in the third period, but our team shot the ball down in the other team’s end. I started to skate really fast towards the ball, which was on the far right side of the net. I honestly don’t know what I was thinking, lol. There was no angle at the net at all, and yet I was charging for the ball. As I got closer, I was just like, “oh God, this is going to suck.” Because I knew I was going to wipe out since I’m horrible at stopping when I’m going that fast! So, since I figured I was going to fall to the ground, I decided I was just going to shoot the ball towards the net. Here goes: 3, 2, 1…
WACK! I took a swing at the ball, cinematically flew to the ground, and slammed into the boards. Yep, I made myself look like an idiot. As my teammate came to help me get to my feet, he had this amazed look on his face. And in his suburban accent, he was like, “Awh man, that was an awesome goal! That was sick!” I was just like, huh?! It went in?! But how?! I had like no angle at all! Apparently I did! I admit though, I got lucky with that one. I think my shot accuracy is pretty darn good, but hey, not that good! So yeah, Ovechkin’s goal reminded me of that.
Anyway, it doesn’t bother me that there aren’t any street hockey tournaments at the Islamic Games, it just makes me wonder if Muslim interests in basketball and soccer are socialized. It’s not just Muslims, I’ve also noticed non-Muslim Middle-Easterners and South Asians who are into basketball and soccer too, but I never see them playing hockey. Maybe it’s cultural? Or maybe if I go to Canada, I’ll see more Muslims into hockey (I was in Canada recently, but not long enough to see whether or not Muslims play hockey).
Oh well, I’m still excited about the Islamic Games. I’m excited about being a coach. I’ll wear my suit and tie and yell from the sidelines like Al Pacino :P